My mom and oldest son were in a car accident last Thursday.  I know, right?!  How is it that things are happening?  I have struggled with that question as of late...wondering what these series of events are leading to...(((sigh)))  It is preparation, for something so much greater, I know that because each time, my family continues to walk away unscathed.  We grow stronger each time, we continue to be blessed each time.  My mom and son are well.  They are fine.  I am grateful for the continued protection.  Psalm 46:1 (KJV) - God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.  That verse was one that got me through many chemo treatments.  It continues to get me through now.

In times when our life seems to be going in a downward spiral, I try very hard to not lose hope, to not lose my faith even though it seems to easy to do.  These are the times that I know I am tested, and I can only hope that I do my best to pass.  Being prey in our weakest moments is what I fight because the temptation to allow the anger and frustrations to take over is so easy.  But the strength by which faith and hope can conquer, is so much more rewarding.  It doesn't take much to believe in the bad things, but I don't think it's worth it in the end.