I had an echo done yesterday.  All is well with my heart.  That's what they say.  I'm good with that.  One less thing to worry about.  I've got enough going on without that adding to things.  Maybe, possibly, I can actually think about this new prospect now.  I unfortunately haven't given it the time that I think it deserves.  Possibly because I am still in a bit of shock.  Friends are thrilled.  Sometimes I wonder for what reason...the prospect of a little one, or the idea that I'm actually back to "normal" and have a chance for another one.  Hard to gauge and I don't really ask.  I'm sure it's a combination of the two.  I get the feeling that announcing that I'm pregnant and knowing I'm in remission for cancer implies many things and the hope, of course, is that I am well.  Because why would I be in this situation if I wasn't?  Right?  Pregnancy brings about much anticipation and excitement.  I am both.  I feel old.  But I feel both.  Many times you have heard me say that I want to be there to see my children grow old.  That's the plan and I don't have reason to think otherwise.  Two years post-treatment and my scans are clean.  I am thankful. 

Luke 12:48 - But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more.  This has been on my mind of late.  March is a huge month for me.  My two boys were born this month and I finished treatment this month, just to name a couple.  So I have been given a lot in this month.  And as you know, I realize I serve a purpose and that means that I know I have things I have to do.  Sometimes I am overwhelmed by knowing that.  Sometimes I am not.  But knowing how much I have been blessed through my lifetime, well I figure I have a lot to give back for.  :)  

I have much on my to-do list.  My hopes is that I can keep up and keep you posted along the way.  The next few months will fly by, I'm sure.  So hold on to your hats!