I'm watching my niece for a few days. Having four kids isn't so bad. It's hectic as I'm always turning around to count heads but not too bad. It's only hard when she turns around and looks for her mama. That breaks my heart because she is sad.
I also have learned that my baby girl loves her mama something mighty fierce. She doesn't like to share me or any of her stuff. LOL. It's heartwarming. It makes me smile. She really does love me!
The other thing I've learned? I love my baby something mighty fierce in return. As much as I know she has to learn to share and play nice, there's that part of me that I have to check because I want to protect her and make everything go her way. I guess it takes these times to really understand how deep the feelings run.
She's growing up fast. I feel like I'm missing out on so much most days. Guess that's just that fierce love saying how deep it lies that I just want to be there with her through all she does. Eighteen months next week...
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